feeling

yeahh i know my engagement day just around a corner. but in this time i feel something about this relationship with him. everything what we plan before this, he ruined everything because of family. yeahh i know family everything bagi semua orang. but tak boleh ke nak buat keputusan sendiri tanpa perlu minta pendapat orang lain? hell you know. kadang2 aku rasa, aku dah buat 1 kesilapan dengan membuat keputusan untuk bertunang dengan dia. he's not ready to move one step on our relation. adakah sampai kawin ke dia akan macam ni? i feel bad now. i just really need somebody to talk to right now. It seems like everything in my life is going wrong? erghhh :'(