hello my lil diary :) long time I didn't wrote on here. yeahh, I forgot about you. sorry okay. I just be with you when I feel sad, mad, alone. Once again sorry hmmmm :| i just want to tell you mi lil diary my new relationship is really not work out. something wrong with it. maybe yoo. bak kata pepatah " dugaan bertunang lebih besar ". but fr real, he's just show his true colour. so grumpy . nothing much I can share with you lil diary. No words can describe how I feel :\

nak yang ni boleh tak gummie?

2012

hyeee, banyak yang aku belajar ditahun baru ni. hihi otherwise im getting older day by day. im going 25 years old this 3rd june (maigoddd, kerepot sudahh) my face pun dah berkedut but badan maintain okay. tak londeh sana sini. kahkahkahkahkah. opsss sorry if ada terasa. btw, ADA AKU KISAH? :p my life is going lifeless cause nothing to do for weekday. balik kerja & pg kerja je. sumpah pishangggg kot. tapi apa yang aku belajar tahun baru ni. nak tau apa yang aku belajar? jap i will told you kay. gimme i think 1st. :p

1) i've learned do not compare yourself to other person.

2) i've learned to forgive yourself 1st before your want forgive another person.

3) i've learned please love yourself 1st before you want love someone else.

4) i've learned just ignore what people say anything bad about you cause they really don't know who you are.

5) i've learned please respect people if you want people respect you back.

6) i've learned as a women don't talk like a bitch cause people will know what kind of girl you are.

7) i've learned boy will in love at the 1st sight when you be who you are. they not in love how beautiful your outside but how nice beautiful inside.

8) i've learned friend nowadays like "kacang lupakan kulit"

9) i've learned dont talk how bad your ex & show what she/he doing on you at your past.

10) jangan sesuka hati menyumpah orang or tuduh seseorang kalau anda sendiri tak pasti keadaan sebenar sebab ia memakan diri sendiri. dah ada 2contoh yang berlaku dalam hidup aku pada tahun lepas. see, god pay cash now. kau buat orang menangis arini. esok lusa kau akan menangis sampai seluruh keluarga menanggung malu. contoh pertama

* someone tuduh i nak buat something bad to her. whatthefish kann. god know girl & god pay you & your whole family. kau menanggung aib kerana perbuatan kau sendiri. tak tau la pulak kau tak reti malukan tapi dari cara life kau sekarang aku tau kau memang tak tau malu sebab kau tak penah menyesal pun tapi makin menjadi jadi.

* mak seseorang mendoakan aku tak kan hidup selamat. dia sumpah aku tak kan selamat sebab dia cakap kalau keluarga dia menyumpah orang akan betul2 terjadi. okay. now see what your daughter doing towards you? sekarang siapa yang takkan hidup senang?

moral of the story, jangan main sedap mulut kau bercakap nanti ia memakan diri sendiri. cauuuu

hello blogger!

i just want to share lets start your new year 2012 with love okay.

welcome 2011 & hello 2012

happy new year bloggerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! enjoy your celebration okay. i would to say im sorry for all my all wrong doing towards you guy. i really mean it. its not my intention to do such things. & last but not for the least happy new year. start your story with good thing okay. daaaaaaa

pain

okay, lately aku selalu peningpening , sakit kepala & etc. i don't know what is happened to me actually. dah lama kot tak kena migrain. this week direct je something happened with my head. mulamula 2ari sakit kepala tak hilang. then ari ketiga kelopak mata sebelah kanan sakit. hari keempat kepala sebelah kanan sakit macam ada sesuatu menarik dalam kepala. & today kelopak mata sakit balik :| kenapa laa this week macam ni ehh? nak kata tension pasal kerja langsung tak. tapi pasal apa? sejak aku kerja tempat baru ni selalu sangat sakit kepala. what should i do? should i go to hospital & check what going on with my head or just makan panadol? ermmmm :/

i want this so badly

shitttttttttttttttttttttt! I WANT THIS PHONE!!!!!!! gummie please buy this fr me please :( im begging you gummie. i really want this phone so badly. i really do.