what should i do ?

ermmm , what should i do ??
leave or stay ??
tak tahu la , pening laaa ..
fikir pasal benda ni memang boleh gilaa ..
kalau bincang pasal benda ni dengan boyfie i , memang tak akan settle ..
tak adaa sefahaman ...

bukan la nak cakap boyfie i tuu tak support ...
tapi dia tak boleh ke nak paham tekanan i ?
lama lamaa i jadi gilaa ...

huuuaaaaaaarrrrrrggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!
what should i do ??
please someone advice me ...
please solve my problem ... :'(
i can't stand anymore ...

i wanna love you forever

You set my soul at ease
Chased darkness out of view
Left your desperate spell on me
Say you feel it too
I know you do
I’ve got so much more to give
This can’t die, I yearn to live
Pour yourself all over me
And I’ll cherish every drop here on my knees

[CHORUS]
I wanna love you forever
And this is all I’m asking of you
10,000 lifetimes together
Is that so much for you to do?
Cause from the moment that I saw your face
And felt the fire in your sweet embrace
I swear I knew.
I’m gonna love you forever

My mind fails to understand
What my heart tells me to do
And I’d give up all I have just to be with you
and that would do
I’ve always been taught to win
And I never thought I’d fall
Be at the mercy of a man
I’ve never been
Now I only want to be right where you are.

[CHORUS]

In my life I’ve learned that heaven never waits no
Lets take this now before it’s gone like yesterday
Cause when I’m with you there’s nowhere else
That I would ever wanna be no
I’m breathing for the next second I can feel you
Loving me … I’m gonna love

[CHORUS]

blushing

haaaa , i still blushing until now ....
i really don't know what happened last week ....
but i don't care what peeps think about me ...
i just bother them ... they nothing to me and not important in my life ..
someone ask me " bother them cause they are LOSER ... they jelouse with your life ..
cause they have patelic life ... "

i think sooo laa enn ...
whatever la enn ...
GO TO HELL PEEPS ....
i dont care if you judge my life cause you nothing laaa :)

WHATS GOES AROUND COMES AROUND :)
DO BELIEVE KARMA ...
hidup macam roda , tak semestinya kitaa sentiasa menang ..
suatu hari nanti kitaa akan jatuh tersungkur sampai tak boleh nak bangun ..
time tuu rasaa kan la enn ... :))

hari ni kau buat orang menangis .
esok kau pulak yang akan rasaa ..
2x ganda okayy ..

love

"Love is that first feeling you feel before all the bad stuff gets in the way."

"When someone loves you, the way she says your name is different. You know that your name is safe in her mouth."

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."

"Love is when someone hurts you. And you get so mad but you don't yell at him because you know it would hurt his feelings."

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."

"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My mommy and daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss but they look happy and sometimes they dance in the kitchen while kissing."

"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate."

"Love is hugging. Love is kissing. Love is saying no."

"When you tell someone something bad about yourself and you're scared she won't love you anymore. But then you get surprised because not only does she still love you, she loves you even more."

"There are 2 kinds of love. Our love. God's love. But God makes both kinds of them."

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."

"Love is-if you hold hands and sit beside each other in the cafeteria. That means you're in love. Otherwise, you can sit across from each other and be okay."

"Love is when mommy gives daddy the best piece of chicken."

"Don't feel so bad if you don't have a boyfriend. There's lots of stuff you can do without one."

"If you want somebody to love you, then just be yourself. Some people try to act like somebody else, somebody the boy likes better. I think the boy isn't being very good if he does this to you and you should just find a nicer boy."

"Love goes on even when you stop breathing and you pick up where you left off when you reach heaven."

"My enemies taught me how to love."

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget."

"You have to fall in love before you get married. Then when you're married, you just sit around and read books together."

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you."

"You never have to be lonely. There's always somebody to love, even if it's just a squirrel or a kitten."

"You can break love, but it won't die."

second choice ???

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ...

malu doe kalau jadi second choice ...
nampak sangat tak laku ...
dah tak dapat yang 1st , baru pilih kitaa ..
jatuh maruah doe ....
dah kenaa reject , baru terhegeh hegeh dekat kitaa :))
eeeeeeeeeee , sumpah malu ...
desperate sangat doe ...
terdesak sangat .... :))

kalau i no thanks la enn ... :))
im not desperate girl sampai nak jadi second choice ..:))
hope i tak akan jadi second choice ...
malu sepanjang zaman ...:))

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

cauuuuu

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BESTIE .. AIN ....
eventhough kitaa dah jarang jumpaa , tapi ain tetap kawan yang kitaa sayang ...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY yang ke 25TAHUN ....
muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
:)

how could you do this to me ... :'(

11-Mac-2010

bie ,

kenapaa bie dulu boleh buat sekarang tak boleh buat ??
dah banyak kali baby merayu tapi tak pernah dapat walau sekali pun ... :'(
kenapaa dulu senang bie buat ??
sayang bie dulu tak kuat ke macam sekarang ??
bilaa baby cakap macam ni , bie akan cakap baby tak adaa tandingan tapi kenapaa dulu boleh sekarang tak ?
bie tak bagi baby buat perbandingan tapi caraaa bie yang buat baby fikir pasal perbandingan sayang dulu dengan sayang sekarang ..
bukan sekali baby pernah merayu tapi dah banyak kali ...
tapi tak pernah dapat ..
kadang kadang baby rasaa perbezaan sayang bie dulu dengan sekarang ...
bie fikir laaa apaaa baby cakap ni ...

baby tau bie faham apaa yang baby cakap ni ...

its really hurt ...
how could you this to mee bie .. :'(
im begging you soooooooo many time ... :'(
but the answer still the same ...

that's all i want to say ...
i want you know what i feel ... :'(

byeeeee

weird .. -,-

lagu nie khas utk u
Faizal Tahir - Selamat Malam
Ditulis oleh liriklagupopular pada pukul 12/04/2009 02:54:00 PM
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Yang indah itu ada padamu
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Terhapus semua air mata dengan senyuman
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oooo…
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oooo…
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Tidurlah sayangku

tiba tibaaa enn , i open myspace and tengok inbox ... adaaa seorang mamat ni bagi dekat i lagu ni .... haaaa ???
i was like " kenapaa tiba tibaa bagi i lagu ni ??blusing jap time tuu ..."
but seriously i really appreciate cause give me this song even i don't know anything about you enn .. i really2 appreciate that , so much !

p/s : tak minat pon lagu ni enn , but thanks to abun @ HAFIZ ZAINAL ...

what color is your personality ??

me : yellow

You are always a very happy person. You know how to have fun and try to live your life to the fullest. You probably have alot of friends and it's really hard to make enemies.

p/s : padahal aku tak sukaa sangat color kuning ... ishhhh !!!
betul ke nie ek ??? weird .... damn weird doe ...

im hungry !!!!

shit ....
lapar nyaa .... asyik lapar jeee ...
im really really hungry ..... :'(
anyone can buy some food for me ??? :'(
im begging you ....
bilaa dah lapar nak buat kerjaa pon tak boleh ....

i nak makan pizza hut , kenny rogers , mcdonald , carl junior , steak , satay ...
OMG .... NYUMMMMMM NYUMMMMMMMMM !!!
hahahahahahaha
best nyaa kalau dapat makan tuu semuaa enn ...
i felt in heaven .... awwwwwww

last night my mommy said " dila , da berisi sikit ...pipi pon dah tembam dah ...mana tak nyaa .... asyik makan jeee ... tapi elok laa ... nampak berisi sikit ..."

heeeeeeeeee thanks mommmy cause puji anak mu ini ... ibu pon kuat makan ennn ....
samaaa laa kitaa enn ... :)

now berat i dah naik 2kg ... walau pon tak gemuk lagi but adaa jugak perubahan enn ... bilaa laa nak 50kg nih.... baruu la okayy dengan tinggi i 165cm enn ...
tapi tetap kecik and shortayyy jeeee ....
tak nampak macam 23tahun pon ....
ececehhhh ... puji diri sendiri nampak kau dilaa ....
hahahahaha..

anyway , i tengah pk sekarang nak makan apaa ...
kawan i cakap " i thought you da berubah ... tapi still skinny ... kuat makan tapi tak mo gemuk pon u ni ... but best la jadi you enn ... tak pk pasal gemuk walau pon kuat makan ... kalau setengah girl tuu dah diet kalau tengok dia da berisi but you ...tak pon .. jelouse nya i dengan you"

hey , friend ... i susah gemuk okayy even i ni kuat makan ....
hahahahahaha

okayy

hey blogger !!!

hey ,

sorry la lately tak on blog ni ... blog pon dah berabuk ni ..
jap jap ... nak tiup blog ni ...
fuhhhh fuhhhh fuhhhh fuhhhhh ...
haaa !!! okayy dah bersih ... :D

heeee ... okayy ... lets talk okayy kayy kayy :D
serius babe ... i tak adaa mood nak update blog ...
i don't know why but im sooooo lazzzyyyyyyyyyy :'(
maybee emosi i tak berapaa nak okay lagi enn ..
semalam pon adaa gaduh sikit dengan bf i enn ...
pantang kenaa sikit mesti nak touching :'(
serious laa enn , everything i buat mesti rasaa tak puas ati ...

salah satu sebab i malas nak update blog , bf i laa enn
dia cakap i terlalu berani nak luah kan semuaa apaa yang i tak puas ati ..

hello , i try to be honest , salah ke ??
sekurang kurang nya i tak sebut nama or letak pic orang yang i tak puas ati tuu enn
i tak adaa la sampai nak memalu kan orang dekat blog i ni ...
adaa setengah orang tuu , siap sebut namaa and letak pic orang tuu ...
even tak puas ati tak payah la nak memalu kan orang enn ...
between you and that person tau da la enn ...
cubaa bayang kan kalau orang letak pic dorang and
story pasal about something bad pasal dorang
marah enn ???
malu enn ???
so tak boleh nak pikir perasaan orang pulak ke ??
tuu nama nyaa tak reti nak fikir ..
Tuhan bg akal untuk berfikir tapi tak reti nak gunaa ..
macam otak lembuu jee enn ..

okayy laa ... thats all about today ...

cauuuuu