haihhhh :'(

i dunno what happened to me lately...
few day ni down jee...i really dunno.. :'(
macam orang tak adaa perasaan pon adaa...
tapi sedih tuu bukan perasaan ke???weird...

lately people always make me down and sad...:'(
i was like
"hey what is wrong with you peeps actually..why you do this to me..did i do wrong with you??why you judge me if you dunno anything about me??" :'(

but i still pretend to smile cause they even know my situation.. :'(
if im alone , im crying like a BABY...
sometimes i dunno why im crying...

i told my bf about my situation...
and he ask me "just ignore with them...yang penting bie tau baby macam manaa..i know the way you are"

selagi adaa orang i tanya why orang buat i macam ni...
i tak kacau life orang...
sooooo , should you disturb my life?? :'(

i felt downnnnnnnnnn :(
tired of drama...
i try to be strong...
i tak deserve ke nak happy macam orang lain??

nak upload blog pon da macam tak adaa mood...
facebook and myspace lagi laa...

i think i deserve get a happy life macam orang lain...

to peeps always jelouse with me , " just get your life...don't disturb my stuff..what's you give to me , you will get back"
ASAP ....SOOONNNNNNERRRRRRRRRRRRRR

farewell :'(

last week punya story.. :D

awwwwwwwwwww ... actually da lamaa nak upload blog kan ,
but lately tak adaa mood nak tulis.. :D

okayy , lets talk what happen last week.. :D
i told my bf i want eat prosperity and finally dia bawak pergi makan gak :D
thanks bie cause always understand what i want...

okayy last saturday , i kenaa pergi kerjaa juga kann..
even tak adaa kerja but i should come..(apaa laa..tak adaa kerja tapi kenaa kerja)
then around 11am i call my bf..
konon nak gerak kan dia la kan...:D
but dia da wake up pon..:D

then i ask him pick me at my office...
i abis kerjaa kul 12.30...
then sharp kul 12.30 bf i pon sampai..
aftaa that , he ask me "nak pergi manaa sayang"
then i cakap "mana mana la...masok mall okayy ,cause baby da janji ngn emy"
then kitaorang g TS....
sampai TS around 1.15pm...awal la pulak enn..
then call emy tanyaa dia dekat manaa...
dia dekat rumah lagi...and emy suruh call angah farid..

i pon call , then ajak dia join kitaorang...
lepas tuu tak keluar lagi dari dalam kereta..
lepak dalam kereta...kul 2pm kot (i think so) keluar gak dari kereta..
then around2 dulu then lepak dekat foodcourt tunggu my cousin..

haishhhhhhhhhhh (lambat macam kura kura dorang ni...)
kul 3 baru emy ngn ijal sampai...(i ngn bf da macam bodoh jee duk situ)
aftaa few minute baruu angah farid sampai...then still tak gerak gi manaa pon
borak2 then kutuk mengutuk...(memang selalu macam tuu kalau we all cousin2 da jumpa)

aftaa that , gerak g McD la enn...
and i makan prosperity...nyummm nyummmmm :D
before this tak pernah abis pon kalau makan..
tapi hari tuu boleh pulak abis enn...
kuat makan da sekarang nih...

havoc gak kitaorang ari tuu (especially i la enn..paling kecoh)
sampai tak ingat orang lain nak duk makan dekat situu :D
lepas tuu , round2 jap dalam TS...bosan laaa..
then i cakap la apaa kataa kita gerak g Sg wang nak??
dorang ikot je...
dalam ondaway tuu kan , macam macam kerenah budak budak kitaorang tengok..
mula la ngutuk je kerjaa nya..(nasib masaa i sekolah dulu bukan macam dorang..)
da sampai Sg wang macam bosan la pulak..

and angah farid cakap jom g pavi...
shittt...eeeeeeeee tak boleh blah doe kat pavi..
tapi pergi la jugak kan...
masaa lalu depan maybank tuu , punya la ramai umat..
ingat adaa something yg best kan..
tapi hampeh..tah apaa la dorang buat dekat situu...
then i ask my bf " kalau kitaa dalam kereta kita gelak kan orang yg lepak kat maybank..sekarang kita pulak kenaa lalu tempat nih..shittttttt
(sumpah aku tak kan pergi maybank lagi..macam bodoh jee)

and kitaa orang pon terus kan jalan nak g pavi...punya la ramai budak sekolah...
(i pon da rasaa macam tuu...geli doe)
sampai jee depan pavi lagi la macam sial...
ramai gila lepak depan pavi...
entah apaa yg dorang buat pon i tak tahu..
then kitaorang masok dalam pavi and round2 jee...
then kitaorang naik sampai atas...
can you imagine , kat atas tak adaa orang???
haaa , nampak sangat budak2 nih g pavi memenuhkan bawah je..
(kalau korang tak caya time nak dekat raya nanti g dekat pavi..for sure kosong babe..tak adaa pon nampak batang hidung budak budak nih...gayaa je lebih)

lepas da rasaa bosan , gerak balik TS...
(shittttttt...kaki i sakit...sebab da lamaa tak jalan jauh macam ni..)
bf i da cakap nanti i sakit kaki tapi i ignore apaa yg dia cakap..
then sampai TS sumpah doe penat..tak kan i jejak lagi pavi yg penuh ngn budak budak tuu..tak best langsung....
then kitaorang lepak kat TS..
borak borak and merapu...
mula la time tuu ngarut...
gelak da tak ingat dunia...heeeeeeeee (i la tuu)
then around 8pm nak balik...
berpecah ngn emy and ijal...angah farid i anta cause rumah dia dekat je ngn TS..

aftaa da anta angah farid tuu bf i ajak g tgk bola...
(sumpah tension doe...tapi i malas nak cakap...)
always bolaa jee...ari biasaa bola...spend time together pon bola
arghhhhhhhhhhhhh....

lepas tgk bolaa tu terus gerak balik...
then seprti biasaa g makan dulu....
makan dekat area rumah jee...maybee time tuu da dekat kol 12..
tired sangat sangat....:(
aftaa makan terus balik...

the end..

thanks cause read this stupid story....okayyy :D

SANG MANTAN by NIDJI (-.-)

Dulu aku kau puja
Dulu aku kau sayang
Dulu aku sang juara
Yang slalu engkau cinta
Kini roda telah berputar

Kini aku kau hina
Kini aku kau buang
Jauh dari hidupmu
Kini aku sengsara
Roda memang telah berputar

Reff:
Mana janji manismu
Mencintaiku sampai mati
Kini engkau pun pergi
Saat ku terpuruk sendiri
Akulah sang mantan
Akulah sang mantan

Sakit teriris sepi
Ketika cinta telah pergi
Akulah sang mantan
Akulah sang mantan

Mana janji manismu
Setia sampai aku mati
Kini engkau pun pergi
Saat ku jatuh dan sendiri

Back to Reff

Mana janji janjimu

this song such a beatiful song...i really like it...lirik mendalam...(maybe pernah mengalami nasib macam ni gak...)
bila dengar lagu ni rasaa nak nangis je..
so this song i would like to dedicate to you (kalau korang nasib macam aku gak la)

period pain :'(

19 february 2010



:'(
shitttttttttt....sakit perut....period pain.........i hate this situation...asal period jee mesti senggugut....why??

da la i kalau senggugut teruk...sampai pitam pon pernah...:'(
i tak tahu macam manaa nak hilang kan penyakit senggugut nih..
da tak sanggup da asal period jee , mesti nak ngadap senggugut..

i told my bf about that , dia cakap "sabar la sayang..."
da tak boleh sabar laaa...:'(
sakitttttttttttttttttttt...
i nak nangis je rasaa...
i benci la macam nih...
da tak larat kalau macam nih jee..

i kalau senggugut langsung tak boleh buat kerja...
kenaa baring jee... but now , i dekat ofis...
nak baring macam manaa???:'(
"bieeeee....baby tak larat la...ubat baby pon da abis..."

then bf i mesti balas " sabar okayy sayang...nanti bie datang kitaa g klinik"

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.......asyik suh sabar je...tau tak da tak sanggup da nak hadap bendaa nih??

uwwwaaaaaaaaa , bie sakit....:'(

what in my mind now????

hahahahahahahahaha.....
what in my mind now???

heeeeeeeee......
macam macam dalam kepala i ni...
nak tau tak???

* i nak makan cheezy wedges kfc tuu

* i nak makan pizza hut

* i nak makan big apple

* hope someone can give chocolate ferrero rocher and kinder bueno to me :D

* remember something funny what happen last day(only me and ain je tau)

* i want a car

* i want buy new handphone

* i want shopping

* i want eat burger at carl junior]

* i want hugging bugging with someone

* hangout with my friend

* spend time with my booooooooooo :D

haaaa... tu la yg adaa dalam otak i sekarang...
makan tetap tersenarai gak...:D
tak boleh blah doe i nih...:d
bestnya kalau i dapat tuu semua sekarang...ASAP...

NYUMMMMMMMMMMM NYUMMMMMMMMMMMMM
makan , makan , makan , makan....always ingat makan jee i nih...
tapi tak gemuk gemuk gak...haishhh
tetap skinny and shortayy :D

okayy la kann...tak payah takut nak makan apaa pon kann....
tapi still jaga kesihatan...makan vitamin or whatever yg bagus untuk kesihatan..

im in heaven if i get what in my mind :D
wowwwwwwww weeeeeeeeeeeeee

daaaa

VALENTINE DAY'S is coming.. :D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY TO ALL PEOPLE!!!(Wish jee.. i tak sambut pon..)

ermmmm...kalau 14hb feb jee mesti ramai yg couple tak sabar nak celebrate valentine kan??tapi i tak excited pon nak celebrate bendaa nih.. :D
sebab bagi i waste my time and my money :D
kononnya time tuu la nak tunjuk kan kasih sayang (konong nya la kann?ari lain you all tak tunjuk kasih sayang ke??kesian)
i tak excited sebab i hari hari tunjuk kasih sayang dekat semua orang(poyo jee kann??)
tapi kenapaa tunjuk dekat bf/gf jee??
kawan kawan ngn family tanak tunjuk pulak??
kenapaa??kan kasih sayang tuu universal...dengan siapaa siapaa pon kita boleh tunjuk kann???
nampak sangat la tak paham lg kann makna kasih sayang..

umur i 23tahun tapi seriusly , i tak pernah nak sambut valentine pon.. :D
even last year my bf bg i for valentine then i terus je cakap ,

bie , after this don't waste your money to give for valentine and tak payah la nak sambut bendaa nih

bf i diam jee..

i ingat lagi time i couple dengan 1 guy tuu , he totally same to me...
not intrested for celebrate that day..

tak perlu la terlalu taksub dengan valentine nih...tak adaa apaa pon...
kalau korang pandai korang mesti da tau apaa peristiwa disebalik 14hb kan???
so still nak celebrate kee??

tapi kalau just celebrate for fun it's okayy laa kann...
up to you babe...
i just bagitahu apaa yg i rasaa betul...
if you not agree with me , just follow what you want... okayyy..

bye people... :D

be on you

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh yeah yeah yeah

[Ne-Yo Chorus]
I said excuse me little mama if I may
Take this thought and send it your way
And if you don't like that, then send it right back,
But I just gotta say
I wanna be on you (on you)
I wanna be on you (on you)
And if you don't like that, then send it right back
But I just gotta say, I just gotta say

[Flo Rida]
Hey, shawty with no limits, that's what I need all the time,
I'm wit with with it, she with it, she not sure she put it down
Come get get get it, the business, I hi hit it, whose is it
The Benz with the windows tinted, oh I get dirty south

Showning, like them grown men, goose patrongen
Let let me go in, sexy moanin, ca catch me jonesin
Let no not ever with this little mama off schedule
Got me achy, call me papi, hottest I be fly as feathers
But but bout that, sh shawty housed that
You you got that prowl cat
I wanna pop it like ecstasy, pretty face and all that
But what I look for, this gal is hood core
But that is outdoors
Deserve an encore, the definition of a shone

[Ne-Yo Chorus]
I said excuse me little mama if I may
Take this thought and send it your way
And if you don't like that, then send it right back
But I just gotta say
I wanna be on you (on you)
I wanna be on you (on you)
And if you don't like that, then send it right back
But I just gotta say, I just gotta say

[Flo Rida]
Hey, I'm feeling you girl, wanna get close to you, no doubt
My sister swagger should tell it more
Than anything can vouch
Little mama you are what's inside ghetto
Fine I'll make you proud
So stuntalicious, I love it, lets at least work something out
Miss thing, million dollar game, coke bottle frame
Make my wall of fame let me know your name
I control the rain I could make it better, matter of fact
I make it weather, stormy weather with this cheddar
All because you hot as ever
If you may lady, let me play baby, make my way baby,
You won't like it, send it back and it's okay baby
You's a keeper, touch of diva, give me a fever
If I could freak ya, give me the word and I'll be along

[Ne-Yo Chorus]
I said excuse me little mama if I may
Take this thought and send it your way
And if you don't like that, then send it right back
But I just gotta say
I wanna be on you (on you)
I wanna be on you (on you)
And if you don't like that, then send it right back
But I just gotta say, I just gotta say

[Ne-Yo]
Girl let me touch you like nobody can (yeah girl)
Girl let me show you I'm a gentleman (uh huh)
I wanna be the one to hold your hand (oh yeah)
I just wanna be, I just wanna be

Girl let me touch you like nobody can (yeah girl)
I wanna show you I'm a gentleman (uh huh)
Girl let me be the one to hold your hand (oh yeah)
I just wanna be, I just wanna be

[Ne-Yo Chorus]
I said excuse me little mama if I may,
Take this thought and send it your way,
And if you don't like that, then send it right back
But I just gotta say
I wanna be on you (on you)
I wanna be on you (on you)
And if you don't like that, then send it right back
But I just gotta say, I just gotta say

I said excuse me little mama if I may
Take this thought and send it your way
And if you don't like that, then send it right back
But I just gotta say
I wanna be on you (on you)
I wanna be on you (on you)
And if you don't like that, then send it right back
But I just gotta say, I just gotta say

"Be on you", yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

P/S : i sebenar nya obsessed dekat ne-yo....he sooooooooo HOT for me....

FINALLY :D

OH MY GOD...NYUMMM NYUMM
eeeeeeeee....sedap nyeeee... :D
slurpppppppppp....
finally dapat gak i makan big apple...
bie beli kan gak i big apple last saturday...:d
tapi bie pesan time makan tuu , jangan lupaa dekat dia..:D
(lupaa jap tadi dekat time makan tadi)
hahahahahahahahaha

sabtu lepas tiba tiba bie datang rumah i..
then ajak keluar...
gilaaa...:pp
i tak siap...
tapi lepak jap depan rumah sebab time tuu hujan...
lepas dah tak hujan baruu i masok rumah then siap alaa kadar jee :D
then bie cakap nak g beli big apple :D
ohhhhhhhh nooooooooo...
(bie paham apaa baby nak kan???)
then kitaorang g jusco wangsa maju...
pergi sanaa sebab nak beli big apple jeee...:D
gila doe...
then bie ask me berapaa banyak i nak..
then dia decide beli kan 3biji...then dia pon nak...:D
(da sukaa jugak la tuu makan big apple)
lepas da beli tuu terus gerak g kl...
round2 je sebab da malam..
nak masuk mall pon macam tak best je kann...
so round2 jee...
lepas tuu g bie cakap nak makan nasi goreng ayam :D
then kitaorang makan dekat area rumah i jeee..
nyummmm nyummmm :D (makan lagi..asyik makan je i ingat)
lepas da makan tuu , round round balik...

around 2am baruu i balik..
tuu pon tak puas nak spend time dengan bie..:D
(i kalau dengan bie bg masaa 24jam pon tak puas je...)

nyummmm nyummmm...
i tengah makan donut big apple nie....
sedap doe....:D
i am FOOD LOVER...
nie tgh teringin nak makan pizza....
slurrrrppppppppp..sedap doe kalau dapat makan pizza..
lepas tuu dengan MEATBALL CHEESE with CABONARA...
WOWWWWWWWWWWWWW WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...
bestnyeeeeeeeee.....

eeeeeeeeeee..ceritaa pasal makan sampai bila bila pon tak kan abis...

daaaa..:D

MY BESTIE EVER :D

( ILOVEYOU NURAIN BTE MAZLAN)

Hey ,

nie pic my friend...nama dia NURAIN BTE MAZLAN..(betul ke tak kitaa eja nama ain ek?)
hahahahahaha...ain nie i sayang sangat..:D
walau pon kawan dengan ain baruu setahun lebih tapi ,
i sayang sangat kat dia(tak tahu kenapa)
maybe kitaorang adaa KIMIA (chemistry)
yelaa dua dua agak gilaa :D
sukaa merepek , suka gelak , suka nyakat...
(dua dua suka buat lawak)
selalu dalam YM la kitaorang merepek...
mengarut jee yg lebih kalau YM dengan ain nie..
kitaorang adaa nama gelaran...
ain panggil i "SETOIT"
i panggil ain "SEGEMBOL"
hahahahahahaha :D
ain la bg namaa gelaran tuu

kitaorang nie kalau dapat borak bukan ingat orang lain...
tambah kalau dapat gelak kan orang...
memang tak ingat dunia...
kadang kadang adaa gak mengumpat...
hahahahahahahaha..
bukan mengumpat bendaa tak elok..
mengumpat bendaa kelakar orang tuu laaa
hahahahahahahaha

kalau dapat borak mesti gelak jee :D
tak boleh blah doe...
kalau sehari tak gelak mesti tak sah..
ada jee ceritaa lawak yg nak dicerita...

ain ,

kita nak ain tau yg kita sayang sangat dekat ain...
ain la kawan time susah senang kitaa..
belum adaa kawan yg ambil berat pasal kita ,
macam ain ambil berat pasal kitaa...
ain la orang paling risau kalau kita sakit..
kita ingat lagi time kita pengsan dalam toilet ,
ain la yang papah kita..
kita tak kan lupaa apa yg ain buat kat kita..
i do really appreciate that , so much :D
i hope we still together :D

thanks sebab sudi jadi kawan baik kitaa..
kita akan ingat sampai bila bila....

I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOO MUCHHHHHHHHHH :D

THEM :D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA...
pic nih gilaaa doe...:D
okay...
let me introduce okay...
them are my cousin...
(from left : naziera(baju kuning) , faredzuan (kelabu) , me (hitam and nampak perut sikit tuu) , fiza@kakcik (hitam) , tasha (putih) , and yg tak adaa kepala tuu fared..(antuu tak adaa kepala angah fared)..kalau ikot ramai lagi cousin i..tapi dorang tgh makan kott :D
emy tak join sebab berkepit dgn bf dia budak sewel tuu...:D

time nie raya 2008..time tuu balik kampung dekat rumah mak yang i dekat taiping..
time nih kita orang tengah gila nak posing...jadi gilaa masing2..tak ingat dunia doe..hahahahahaha..lupaa diri masing2 da boleh kawin(when u all nak grow up)

kitaorang nih memang close sangat as a cousin..
kadang2 i outing dengan dorang jee
sebab senang kann , 1 kepala je semua...
da tau perangai masing2..
i paling rapat dengan fiza@kakcik...:D
kadang2 msg just tanya nak keluar sama2 tak...
emy pon i rapat gak..
sebab bf dia dgn bf i leh join sekali..
:D
even si fiza@kakcik tuu da kawin tapi,
still outing sama2 gak..

actually da lamaa tak outing dengan dorang..
rindu doe..:D
kalau kitaorang jumpa confirm riuh...
i la yang paling riuh and selalu buat lawak..
dorang tukang gelak..:D
dalam ramai2 , i la yg paling kecoh..:D

i igt lg masa time sekolah dulu...
kitaorang outing together...
then adaa 1group guy nih nak kacau kitaorang !!
tapi i la yg paling tak sukaa time tuu
(benci la laki yg ngorat dekat mall nie doe..sorry to say la kann..but that's true..desperate sgt nak ngorat dekat mall)
then 1group tuu cakap dekat salah sorang cousin i..
"why mukaa i garang sgt"
i peduli apaa...mukaa i..sukaa ati la doe :pp

orang kalau mula2 kenal i , mesti cakap i sombong...
whatever la all people want say about me..i don't care(!!)
tapi kalau da kenal takut u all tak larat nak layan i borak je...
i nih sangat kuat bercakap...
kalau u all tgk macam manaa i makan ,
macam tuu jugak i bercakap..

terlebih peramah..
heheheheheheh

okay la...thats all about them..
daaa

si cilik :D

hey ,

nie anak buah i..(berbuah-buah sangat la tuu)
nama dia ARIANA BINTI SHAHRIL ANUAR... :d
comel kan dia nih???
family kitaorang panggil dia "ADIK"

adik nih kalau dapat berposing sukaa...(!!)
tengok la posing dia dekat atas tuu...
cute right...
tembam pulak tuu...
rasaa na cubit je pipi dia yg gebu lagi mantap tuu :D

adik nih kuat makan tau tak...
and dia adaa mood tau...
kalau dia baruu datang rumah i , dia mesti tanak dekat orang(!!)
(bajet hot la anak buah cik la nih)
hahahaha :D
tapi nak pancing dia senang jee ,
makcik-makcik dia akan tunjuk apa-apaa yg boleh dimakan(!)
then bilaa dia tengok , confirm dia mesti datang dekat punya... :D
time tuu la kitaorang as makcik-makcik dia yg memang da lamaa geram tengok dia yg montok tuu ,
apaa lagi cium sampai puas :D

adik tak reti duk diam...
(biasaa la...budak baru dapat kaki kann??)
adik sukaa tengok upin ipin...
comel jee mulut diaa time sebut "BETUL3X"

eeeeeeeeeee.....dia kan asyik pk makan je...
sambil main pon boleh makan :D
kadang-kadang da ngantok pon boleh fikir makan :D
sampai tertido sambil kat tangan adaa bendaa makan..

tapi tak apaa...adik tetap comel kan kat mata cik la kann??
kawan cik la nama "ain" tak boleh langsung tengok pic adik..
dia geram sebab adik comel sangat...
cik la sukaa nyakat ain dekat ym letak pic adik dekat ym...
nakal kan makcik mu ini???

adik kalau dapat bercakap comel jee...
mulut comel tuu nak kenaa tarik tau (!!)

eeeeeeee.......
everything about adik mesti makcik-makcik mu sukaa
sebab adik comel...

okayy adik ariana..cepat membesar okay...
and still maintain cute okay...nanti banyak orang sukaa
banyak bf yang nak ngorat
(merepek je aku nih..) jangan jadi macam cik la..
tak cute , so tak adaa orang nak ngorat.. :D

okayy
daaaa

still the one :D

(i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu)

bie...

1st wanna tell you "i love you more bie
u're everything for me...
my heart , my soulmate , my breath , :D
you are part of my life sayanggggggggg :D
i can't live without you ZULKHAIRI MOHD HASSAN"

bie ,
tak adaa orang leh ambil tempat bie dalam hati baby....
baby sayanggg bie lebih dari segalanya..

bie ,

"walau apa pon berlaku , dengan siapaa baby jumpa , dengan siapaa baby keluar , baby tetap bie punya okayy...no need to worry sayang..."

hope we can still together...
tak adaa siapaa yg boleh buat hati baby berubah...
selagi baby bernafas , bie je adaa dalam ati baby..:D

p/s : kalau siapa-siapa yang tak suka apa yg aku nak cakap nih , adaa aku kisah???
aku peduli apaa..nie blog aku..sukaa ati la apaa aku nak tulis...tak mintak tangan kau yang tulis kan BODOH(!)
kalu siapa yg masok blog aku nih dengan perasaan benci dekat aku , tuu bukan masalah aku(!)
korang yang adaa masalah(!)
so kalau da rasaa benci , better you dont look this blog okay(!)
nanti korang dapat penyakit hati pulak :pp

padaa yg benci aku tuu sebelum korang maki aku this for you guyy :
wtf...i don't care what you thinking about me...kau jelous ke dgn life aku???
sebab life kau PATHELIC kann???
haaa...kau nih memang annoying tau tak(!)

okayy
"

no promises - shayne ward

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you’re near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high
I don’t want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you’re near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high
I don’t want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don’t want to run away, I want to stay forever, through Time and Time..
No promises

I don’t wanna run away, I don’t wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

No promises

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight

P/S : actually this song someone give it to me...its so touched song and lyric make me fall in love with him...i remember 1day tuu nyanyi lagu nie sambil main gitar...
awwwwwwwwww...
so touched that time...and that time i was like "omg , he really love me.."

thanks babe because give me wonderful song to me remember our memory..

I MISS SOMEONE AT MYSPACE..REALLY MISS HIM :'(

(gambar sapaa yang aku amik nie pon aku tak tahu)

ermmmm
i wanna tell you i do really miss my "abang" at myspace...
tak pernah jumpaa pon "abang" nih..
but , kitaorang da lamaa keep in touch kat myspace..
so relation we all da close sangat..
so he call me "adik" and i call him "abang"

actually , kitaorang selalu ym together...
kalau adaa masalah kitaorang share la..
but adaa salah paham sikit and kitaorang gado..
bukan salah diaa pon..
i nie yang emosional lebih time tuu..
maybe frust sangat kot..
hehehehehehehe..

ni sebab kitaorang gado..
da 2tahun da bendaa nih..

adik : salam...

abang : wsalam..:))

adik : sorry ehh lately adik busy..so tak dapat layan abang.. ;)

abang : it's okay..rindu abang dekat princess abg sorang nih..

abang : lamaa tak dengar cerita adik..:)) tak dengar masalah adik pon da lamaa..

adik : hahahahahahaha....you know me very well , don't you??

abang : berapa banyak adik yg abg adaa? so,what up now???apaa cerita terbaru??

adik : cerita cartoon boleh tak abg??hahahaha

abang : hahahahahaha...funny..

adik : abang..you want to know something??

abang : ofcoz la..apaa diaa??

adik : i am lucky to have you as my brother...my supporter , who understand me well.

adik : tq abang.. ;)

abang : wc..abg akan sentiasa sokong adik..adik tahu apa yang adik nak buat..and adik
yakin adik boleh buat..i wish i could be like you..:))

adik : thanks..abang..i gotta go..adik adaa kerjaa..another day kitaa sambung lagi
okayy..catch you later!!

abang : okay.daa

1 MONTH AGO...(my status at my : tears dont fall)

abang : salam my sweet girl..

adik : wsalam abang..

abang : adik !! what's is wrong with you actually??

adik : haaa!!! nothing..(pretend to smile)

abang : abis status adik kat ym tuu apaa?

adik : (speechless)ermmm... biasaa la..manusia mana yang tak ada masalah kann??

abang : abg tau..so tell me..what's your problem now??!!

adik : ermmmm (speechless)..adik nih teruk sangat ke??

abang : tak la..kenapaa ni?? ada orang cakap adik teruk ke?meh abg luku kepalaa dia..

adik : hahahahahaha...tak adaa la..just asking you about me...

abang : jangan tipuu

adik : betull...adik tak kisah apa orang nak cakap pasal adik...baik ke , buruk ke..
lantak lah...as long as i am happy with what i am , who i am , i don't care
what other people think about me...

abang : yup...thats my girl..but adik..u look weird..why??

adik : biasaa jeee... ::)

abang : gado dgn zul ke??

adik : alaa..biasaa la...

abang : patut la...gado pasal apa pulak kali nih??

adik : tak adaa apaa...zul mintak tukar kerja dekat johor..macam nak jaohkan diri
dari adik jee..

abang : then??

adik : adik tak tahu nak cakap apaa..dia memang nak stay dekat johor..and choose to
leave me... :'(

abang : abang rasa , adik fikir laa yg tbaik untuk adik n dia..lapun dia da banyak
kali buat adik menangis...maybee adik dgn dia tak adaa jodoh..

adik : but , i love him...:'(

abang : i know.. but adik , u must remember..zul banyak buat adik nangis.. adik akan
dapat orang yang lagi baik dari zul..trust me okayy.. :))

adik : why don't you understand that i love him so much?? :'(

abang : adikk... jangan la macam ni...

adik : (still crying)

abang : stop crying now!!!

adik : I HATE YOU!!!! JANGAN CARII ADIK LAGI !!!!

(and i pon signout at ym..tak ym dgn abg da aftaa that...

aftaa sebulan tuu , abg anta email dekat aku...dia cakap dia nak kawin and akan pindah dekat singapore...and tak akan ganggu hidup aku lg...masaa dapat tuu i was like " owhhhhh nooooooo...i lose him...."

walau pon dia bukan abang kandung aku tapi aku da anggap dia macam abg sendiri...

funny right?? tak pernah jumpa..tapi da rapat sangat..

ABANG ,

betul apaa yg abang pernah cakap dekat adik dulu...
adik akan dapat yg lagi baik dari zul..
tapi if u want to know , bf br adik pon namaa zul jugak...
kebetulan kann??
yang sebenarnya adik tak benci abang ponn..
menyesal jugak cakap macam tuu dekat abang...!!
tapi apaa pun , adik tahu abang still follow my life at myspace right??
just adik tak tahu manaa 1 abg...

and if you see my blog , hope you read this post okayy(!!)

and adik ank abg tau yg "ADIK SAYANG KAN ABANG"

DAAAA

oldieeeeeee meee

hellooooooooo(!)

nie pic lamaa i....
time nih i little bit chubby...
bilaa i tengok balik pic nih, i was like
"ohhhhh nooooooo.....im so skinny now...i want my old shape"
tapi i nie susah nak gemuk.....
so any suggestion macam manaa nak gemuk tak??

bf i pon suruh i gemuk...
suruh makan banyak-banyak...
i nie kalau makan memang sukaa
tapi susah nak gemuk(!)
ermmmmmm

pic lamaa nih pon time rambut curl...
kalau i nak buat balik okayy tak?
u all rasaa i sesuai rambut curl atau straight???

sekarang nie i tengah berusaha untuk naik kan berat badan(!)
makan ubat laa , makan jeeeeee(!!)
hahahahahahahahaha...
tapi kalau i da berisi sikit nanti ,
perut i maintain tak berlapik okayy(!)
setengah orang tuu kann da berlapik kann(!!)
tapi i tak...alhamdulillah...

okayyy

bieeeeeeee....can you buy big apple for me this weekend

(nyummyyyyyyyyyyyy....nyummyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy)

bie...can you buy big apple for me this weekend??:))
im begging you sayang...(cewahh..nak mintak tolong dan2 panggil sayang..hahahaha)

hey,

i tell you...i kalau da dapat makan donut big apple,
mesti lupaa diri jap...lupaa bf..hahahahaha
bestnyaa kalau dapat makan big apple...

i dengan big apple jadi tamak..tak cukup sebiji...
nak 3-4 biji kalau boleh...
kalau i makan i tak adaa rasaa takut gemuk pon!!
sebab i susah nak gemuk...

kalau setengah perempuan da gemuk..
tak punn perut da berlapik..(!)
hahahahahaha....
sorry girl....kalau terasa...(amik la...adaa aku kisah??)

so i tak adaa masalah perut buncit...
kalau pakai baju fit pon okayy je...heeeeeeee
kalau setengah orang tuu,
da blapik kat perut bertingkat-tingkat..(macam flat bertingkat jee)

eeeeeee...
i nih kalau citaa bab makan
memang sampai bila pon tak abis kann..

okayy la...
hope some1 can buy for me big apple...
wowwwwwwwwww weeeeeeeeeeeee

okayy..daaa

THANKS TO IJAN AND SORRY TO BIE....

heyyy....

1st nak say thanks to ijan sebab belanja i makan mc'd semalam....
da lamaa tak jumpaa you kan,
rasaa macam tak puas lak nak borak ngn you last night..:))
but we can date another day kann??

nanti kalau i nak ajak u teman i g shopping boleh tak??
hahahahahaha
but you don't worry..
i tak minta you belanja i pon..
just teman i jee..:))

semalam i asyik gelak jee kann??
maybe excited kot dapat jumpaa you..
tapi you pon memang sukaa dengar i gelakk kann??
and you tak sukaa dengar i menangis...:))awwwww
you da selalu dengari nangis kan???
then you akan cakap...
"baby jangan la nangis..i tak boleh dengar you nangis baby
im sooooooo touched when you call me "BABY"

HOPE WE CAN SPEND TIME TOGETHER AGAIN OKAYY...

to bie.

i know you hurt what i've done to you last night..
but bie...
nothing happen last night..
baby just kuar makan jee...
tapi baby tak tipu bie kan..
baby bagitahu baby kuar dgn sapaa..:'(

look bie...
apaa pon berlaku
i still love you..u're always be no one..

okayy...
thats all i want to tell you...

BLOW ME A KISS .......!!

It's Like This (This) It's Like That (That)
I Got Dough (Dough) I Got Stacks (Stacks)
I Can't Buy Anything That I Need (Need)
But I Gotta Have U 4 Free
I Ain't Neva Paid 4 It In My Life (My Life)
So Why The Hell Would I Pay 4 A Wife (Wife)
I Need Luv (Luv) Yes I Do (Do)
But This Is Wat I Need From U

Ooh A Brother Need Luv And Affection
A Brother Need TLC
And I Talkin Bout Chilli (Chilli)
But I'll Take Chilli If She Want It
Ooh A Brother Need Cookin And Cleanin
And When She Say She Luv Me She Mean It
Her Insides Pretty (Pretty)
Hey Hey Hey

And If That's U (U)
Blow Me A Kiss (Kiss) 2 Let Me Know (Know)
If U Feelin Me U Can Do Better (Hey)
Than That Scrub That U With (Than Scrub That U With)
Baby All That U Gotta Do (Gotta Do) Is Blow Me A Kiss
Hey Hey
Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da
Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da
Blow Me A Kiss
Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da-Da Da-Da
Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da
Blow Me A Kiss

I'm Bout This (This)
I'm Bout That (That)
I Had Hoes (Hoes)
(I Spent Stacks) Stacks
I've Had Everything In My Life (My Life)
But I'm a Have U Tonight
Yeah I'm a Have U... U...
I Need Luv (Luv) Yes Indeed (Deed)
But This Is Wat U Get From Me (From Me)

Ooh I'm a Give U Luv And Direction
U Can Be My? I Ain't Talkin Bout Thriller (Thriller)
But I Could Be Your Thriller If U Want It
Ooh I Don't Need No Cookin And Cleanin
We Can Get A Maid If We Need It
Cause I'm On My Brizz-ed (Brizz-ed)
Hey Hey Hey

And If That's U (U)
Blow Me A Kiss (Kiss) 2 Let Me Know (Know)
That U Diggin Me (Diggin Me) U Can Do Better (Hey)
Than That Scrub That U're With (Than Scrub That U're With)
Baby All That U Gotta Do (Gotta Do) Is Blow Me A Kiss
Hey Hey
Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da
Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da
Blow Me A Kiss
Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da-Da Da-Da
Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da
Blow Me A Kiss

p/s : lagu someone pernah bagi kat mizaa dulu....thanks babe...i do really appreciate...awwww

helloooooooooooooooo blogger.......!!!

hey,

1st sekali nak bgtahu yg miza da lamaa nak buat blog tapi tak adaa masaa je...
now da adaa masaa...curi time kejaaa..
hahahahahahaha
don't tell my boss okayy!!

hope to all my friend enjoy to see my blog...

cauuuu